depression

i don't really expect anyone to read this so i'll put this up. note: i'm writing this to get all this angst out of me. i'm not looking for sympathy or help or anything. sori. even though you can read this as me complaining, it's because i am. but i'll never say these things out loud. i don't need help. i don't need friends. i don't need pity. i'm going through shit right now and i know that this is just a part of me that has to be let out every once in a while. shit.

what's going on with me? i'm so fuckin... shit.

whatever. have a nice day.