dear friend...

to my dear friend... me. this sucks. i'm up at 1am and i really shouldn't be here. i'm just so upset about not being in la with my family. i'm just going through a lot of emotions right now. where's the reset button to life? grrrr... i need a run right now. i would if fricken racoons weren't running around.

fricken bill gates and oprah are on tv talking about the state of education. i don't kare kare. this sucks. i'm just really bummed right now!

apathy. so stupid talking about the real low level of education. why have america's children fallen so far behind? so? man, this whole country can be f*cked up sometimes. it's like a lot of today's youth are so caught up and interested in so much other than school. and sh*t, there's a lot about life not to get interested about here. oh, ain't that rich. their showing kids going through a metal detector. wtf?

okay now their showing a school in the suburbs that has a total gym! with elliticals and stuff. and also showing the differences between the schools. wtf? this is seriously pissing me off! wtf?!?! this isn't rocket science in the inequities between these two schools. this gov't don't give a shit about these schools that are really hurting the future of america... then again, it makes me question if this is what the gov't really wants.

now i'm blaming the gov't because who else can fund these schools? what are the expectations for these "not so well to do schools"? stupid.

whatever, i wasn't really into this. and now i'm riled up about something THAT IS NOT NEW!

get back to me.

i shouldn't be here. i feel rotten. booooooo!!!! sorry for writing the worst blog ever written :(