Unrequited Friendship...

have you ever been in the relationship where you think that you think that your friendship between another person is on the same level? Like if you give a friend 100% of your love and attention and hopefully they feel the same about you. Welps, what happens when they don't... or in reflection, you see yourself doing the same to someone. i'm in that situation right now, and it's going both ways to 2 different people.

it's a sucky position to be in. i've been in this situation, oddly enough, last year at this time. i felt that i... well i was jealous. plain and simple. i felt ignored and left out and pushed aside. in short, i was hurt. could have ruined the BEST relationship that i've ever had with someone. maturity prevailed and we are still friends.

but yeah... i feel like i'm doing the same to someone else. i gotta figure this out, cuz it's all on my end, even though this person is the SWEETEST and MOST CARING person, but i don't think... i know, that i'm not carrying my end. hurts to know that about myself.

nobody's perfect. but the most important thing to try and do is to be honest and truthful. i'll mess up. sometimes a lot. but i'm learning not to let too much time go by without acknowledging my f*ups and try to make up for it. try to....