a tsunami of emotions and memories.

i've been thinking about the 2003 show a lot! that show will always be a special place in my heart. i got to be on stage for the last time with my BEST FRIENDS! ITLOOOOOOGGGG!! 4EVR! glittery vests and all. that was really the last time that the cast was one before the separation. my first production back after hecka years. for some reason, i keep thinking back to the first time i saw my lil sis xle. it was before halloween and rehearsal was at this elementary school. she was wearing a cute beanie with two ears and an earring in one of them. correct me if i'm wrong... maybe my memory isn't that good =p but when i saw her, she just... seemed familiar. like i knew her already. i didn't know what it was, but something. a connection. and then when she told me that her kuya did the logo for lumpia. AYY YAHHH!! how weird and random is that. i think i remember doing a myspace search on sinag-tala way back in 2002 and saw this name xLe. i was happy that someone loved ST as much as we, the tropas did. and here she is... the assistant director now :)

getting back to that first rehearsal... it was my first day back in sac after many many years away. thanks to my NAG and true friend for welcoming me back and for getting both me and beej back where we once called home. grrr... what was the name of the song i first learned back. a flood of memories came back. i will always be enternally grateful for you raine.

i miss health for all. it just doesn't feel the same without it. don't get me wrong, i happen to love change... but after so many years and memories of being and rehearsing in one space... and then it's gone. one of my favoritist memories, there are so many, is one of the last nights the four of my dearest friends were there and sr_benedict was doing an exercise with 2 of my lil sisters while me and bitoy played catch near the kitchen. both of my sisters walked around in a circle as nag sang... me and beej just stopped. man, that was a moment! :*) mixed emotions, but every time i hear natatulog ba ang diyos, that is my memory and it goes into playback. so when i heard mr. pure energy sing it on october 29th... more than a flood, but a tsunami crashed over me. luckily i had my lil one next to me for the comfort i needed. thx.

oki doke, i'm getting phglemt at work so i better stop now. hehe. see ya!