copperfield

can't sleep. watching tonights episode of pda right now.

had a little breakdown backstage tonight. not like last year (that was different) but i just tried to take everything in. everything that i'll miss if this turns out to be my last show. then again, i've already jinxed that notion since i've already said that this is my last meaning that i will definately be back on stage with my st family again :) just not sure when.

post show. time to disappear.