arrgghhh!

not really that sad, but... there was a time when a long time ago, after the show, i'd have friends and family that i could say hi to. last night when i was packing up the projector, i had a flashback to the 95 pcn at sac state. while everyone was having a good time at the post reception, i was stuck cleaning up backstage... alone. don't mean to be kawawa. just stating a fact. and then i remember after my first show with st in 95, how i got to see michelle and her mom back stage... still with my make up on. OMG! i had hella make up. who the hell did mine that year? i wonder if sis has a picture of us or me in make up. hehe.

but yeah.

then i got sad that... it was just the four of us left. 11 years after my first one. *sigh*

i should get some sleep now. i'm also mad of the fact that i don't have withdrawls. mad because i'm not able to be there for all the rehearsals. where did time go.

i'm not making any sense. bye.

sorry again...