breath in.... breath out... focus... concentrate

so i went bonkers this morning. had time to take a time out and reflect, which happens to be all i've been doing is reflecting. i'm a fricken mirror. bouncing back the memories and intended memories.

i need to closure. a dear friend gave me the advise "well if you can live with it..." it is good advice, but it kinda forced my hand. and at the time, i was very comfortable with just living with it. di bale na lang. but this isn't normal to miss someone this much. hopefully, i've matured to the point of not missing this person on a "more than personal" level, but i miss her as a friend. a best friend. i broke down (not figuratively) and wrote her a short note. just missing having her as a friend...

later gator...