letter to beej

hey beej.
if you were here this is what i'd say to you. did you like the concert last night. i hope that you saw it. it's beeen a while since i last cried over losing you, but it doesn't mean at i've forgotten you or anything, you should know that, but i really really miss you.many you would have had so much fun. especially from the front row. at least i took your "favorite" to her first time... first of many hopefully. he was so inspirational. i really need to check on your girl. sorry i haven't done so. i don't know if it's the right thing to do, but i guess i just have to follow my heart and listen to what it says. man i bawled, well... 80% lost it i guess if theres a way to measure it.

anyways, i just wanted to let you know that i'm thinking about you, and missing you, but at least this is one way to "talk" to you.

love you bro,
conrad