crazy hectic day

all this isn't any fun, just a rough day at work with things breaking left and right. it can be so frustrating at times and then i find myself starting to complain, which is something i DETEST hearing and doing. but anytime i catch myself complaining about anything, i turn the problem around and ask, "what could i do within my power to change the situation?" if there isn't anything i can humanly do, then why the f*ck am i complaining about it? kinda like stuff around elections and people start complaining about the government and shit. but shit, if you didn't vote (the part where you ask yourself what could you do to change what you're complaining about) then you shouldn't complain about it. i myself didn't vote in the last round of elections. so i can't complain about stuff. but maybe this is because i've grown apathetic and have a belief that people are so stuck in the status quo that peeps can't change anything! then again, the demos came out in full force and there was a lot of seat changes that happened!

what i'm talking about is much bigger than my lil 'ol community. in that facet, i do believe that everyone can make a difference. like ST. there are times when i get frustrated cuz there a certain additions i'd like to see happen. point blank. if i really wanted to make things happen, i should make it happen. period... if it's possible. *sigh* hence, i've stopped complaining, cuz i can't make things happen. *boo!*

what else is happening? oh, i signed up for a "Visual Arts" workshop with Bindlestiff that starts feb 25. the workshop covers creating visual arts via puppets, movie making, and something else that i can't think of at the moment. i just NEED to do something since sac is so far away and i'm creatively PARCHED! we'll just have to see how that goes.

okidokes, have a good one!