miserable

i'm sick. it's been a while and i'm MISERABLE! i fricken' hate feeling like this. there was a time when i didn't care if i was sick, cuz i just went on and did my thing. but that changed when i worked for the school of health and human services at sac state. i was sick as a dog and i got a stern talking to by one of the auditors there, a really cool guy whom i showed the playboy site right when the internet was starting back in 93 or 94, but i digress... he got into my grill and said how selfish i was being for thinking i was coming into work being macho, but what it did was be a way for the other employees to get sick. after that, i have been really good about staying home when i'm sick and come back when i'm not contagious anymore. oh, a good tip i learned from the epidemiologist i worked with when i was working at the health dept in monterey, when your snot isn't yellow anymore, that means you're not contagious anymore.

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not wanting to bash on anyone, but my sister is into watching this show on mtv called the gauntlet. why? i don't understand the fascination with watching this show or most of reality tv. don't get me wrong, i like the shows that make sense, but this doesn't. to me, it's a bunch of people watching these nobody's do something. maybe i'm old, but i just don't get it. sorry.

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i hate being sick.