Time to get F*d up!

I can't. I don't know why? I have an excuse... but that's all it is an excuse. I've had SO MANY opportunities, but really haven't found a good reason to get obliterated. Let's see: i'm of age, i'm not "happy", i'm unemployed, and i have some savings from my vaca time i never took. forgive me, but these sound like GOOD TIMES ahead. but noooo... not a single urge. but why should I? or even want to?

let's break down the times when i did get beyond buzzed:
- after a show of STRUGGLING TRUTHS the cast and i went to this place downtown where i think i had 2 pitchers of Hefewiezen by myself and yacked on the street. thank sr_benedict for being there and taking care of me that night!

- my 21st. nuff said.

- Joe Marty's. i miss that place terrible!

- bj's after watching Horse Racing! first time with Mr. Daniels. smooth. Second time in my life when I've passed out on a floor.

- college parties on Palmer House.


so... here i am. unable to find, not only the need, but want to drink to excess anymore. i still love my occasional buzz, but i've lost the want to get F*d up! i know that all this is trivial, but still...

wtf? i'm random.