Can't wait to get off this Island!!!

UPDATE: Alright, I know that this post can piss some people off cuz why should I have any complaints about being on a tropical island far away from the cold of home... well, this is just how I FEEL right now. I'm thankful to be here with my family, but... I'm bored! this is MY BLOG and I haven't really lied about any of my feelings or my thoughts and damned if I gonna start now. So, if it feels petty that I'm complaining, then I'm sorry that you're missing my point - this is what I'm feeling right at this second! "Never apologize for showing feeling. When you do so, you apologize for truth."

Seriously?! Yeah. It's really not a big revelation to me that I'm just not a tropical, just sit back and relax kinda guy. Of course this depends where, cuz I've loved getting away to my Motherland of the PI and Palawan, but Hawaii's not just my speed. Again, I'll change my answer if I'm with the right person... but nonetheless, I'm a city guy. The city just fascinates me! The bigger the better... like NYC!!! I can't wait to get back there, which will be sooner than later.

Now here's some reasons that I can't wait to fly outta here:

- There's too many couples in love here! I switch back and forth, cuz honestly one of the things that makes me happy is seeing people in love, but it sucks even more when I don't have anyone to love. I know, I'm schizo that way, but I hope you feel me on this. When I see two people in love, there's just this aura/feeling around them that can't be denied and being in that energy is an amazing thing... and something I'd love to write about if not being in that feeling with someone else. And I've witnessed this loving feeling a lot here. I'm not hating on anyone, cuz a friend told me once that if I hated on them, then Karma will come back to me and I won't ever find someone.

- Not good to be a Big Guy in Waikiki. All I see here in tourist town is a whole bunch of skinny "SoCal Beach Dude" Looking guys here. Doesn't fair well for my self-esteem. However, I did say here in Waikiki. Anywhere else, where the locals hang out, then I feel right at home. Cuz it's like a Hang Loose attitude. Still though, it'd be nice to... well.

- I got sick 2 days ago! I don't really know what it was, but on Sunday, I got up, went on my speed walk along the beach on Kalakua and had a great time! Good heart rate and sweat going on. But then I took a quick shower and then went to get some breakfast from ABC. Got some eggs and ham for my sister and since they didn't have anymore, I got a curry thing. After eating that, I took a nap, and when I tried to wake up, my back hurted, i had a raging headache, and my tummy didn't feel right! Yup, stayed a whole day in Hawaii, in my room. My mom came to check on me and said that I had a fever even though I was freezing.

Luckily, it was just a 24-hour thing, cuz I woke up the next day feeling a 100% better. Go figure. Luckily, we didn't have anything planned, so the next day was spent at the Polynesian Cultural Center. Good times again!

- I have two interviews when I get back that I'm kinda stressing over! One's for a real estate website. I know not really my thing, but i think that I can contribute my experience to that company. The big plus is that it's really close to home in Emeryville. The other interview is with an advertising company. We'll see about that. So I can't wait to get back and get mentally prepared to get a job!

- And my last reason... can't wait to see my friends and family! I miss them terribly, and it just feels weird to be so far away from home on the holidays... just doesn't feel like the holidays.