20 Things

I got this idea from Manang Lea's (like I know her for realz!) blog. http://bigsis222.multiply.com/journal/item/94/20_Things.

The rules are simple: List (20) things you want to say to 20 people but know you never will. Don't say who they are.

1) You are a stuck-up, self-centered b*tch! Watch out for the contract I put out on you from a person called KARMA!

2) Here's a dime to buy a clue! Jeez Louise you drive me crazy sometimes with your stupid grin with nothing in between your ears! (this applies to 1 too!)

3) WTF? I spilled my heart out to you and you do nothing?! See if I ever trust your ass again!

4) How can you be so lazy? I ask for one little thing and then you start b*tching about it. Tamad!

5) It's hard to say YOU SUCK! when you have that much $$$... but you're just crazy!

6) Just do it already!

7) I don't have anything left to say except for have a good life :)

8) I suck. I don't know what happened with me when I could have and I had a feeling like you wanted to... I just... I'm sorry, but I do hope that you're well and I miss our talks. Sayang.

9) You know you were using me you HO! I hope that I never see your ass again... and if I did... I wouldn't know what to do cuz i forgot what you look like.

10) Dude, I'm sorry things didn't work out with you and her. But I hope you're doing well if I ever see you around.

11) It sucks that you changed everything and didn't tell me the day before. You messed with my confidence... but at least you put a chip on my shoulder and I will succeed with or without your help.

12) You're a nice person but... at least we can be friends, right?

13) When I see your smile, my heart melts, everything goes in slow motion, and

14) You can be so pushy and annoying sometimes... but in a good way! And I like that! I wish I could be like that.

15) I'm sorry for being so stupid that day. I was going through stupid things at the time and you were so... cool. And still are. I'm glad that at least we're still friends though I don't see you as much anymore.

16) In a parallel universe, you and I are raising a beautiful family together.

17) You were the only person I loved being annoying to. Wish you were still here.

18) I don't know what she sees in you, you homophobic misogynistic motherf*cker! I can't believe you were trying to give me advice! I hope you guys don't get married cuz I fear for your children.

19) You inspire me beyond time, space, and the number of stars in the universe. (this applies to many people that i'm lucky to know.)

20) I'm not perfect and even in my darkest times, you have never left my side even though I think you should have. Everything is for and because of YOU. I pray that you know, and I keep remembering that.


For the record, the NEGATIVE things aren't any things on this list addressed to my closest friends, cuz I'm LEARNING to FINALLY say what's on my mind and have the trust in our friendship to not feel like I, or they, have to hold anything back.