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groovin' to: "for good" WICKED soundtrack

can't believe i didn't write in here yesterday. another boring day, but should change, cuz i'm a restless person and i'm tired of being bored... not only that, it's the holiday season where it seems everyone is christmasy or something.

went to see b coach his team today. they played awesome with tremendous pressure to the ball. caused 31 turnovers! wow. he looked so "coachy" from across the way. he's such a good inspiration for me to get off mah butt and do something positive with my life! a real good guy, and i'm glad he's with mah sis!

speaking of which... she's really turning out to be one of my best friends. neither of us are "perfect" but just funny how things turn out. i've known her for nine years... but we're really starting to click. don't wanna overdo it though and start getting sick of each other yet. still talk just about every day, even though it's a really short conversation of "good morning and have a good day!" it still means that we're thinking of each other in that brief moment in time. we'll just have to see where this FRIENDSHIP leads. one thing's for sure, i wanna stay around for good to be around her.

i'm ready to move on. i'm gonna sell, if i can get a good price, the engagement ring i gave to michelle. hurts, but as sis says, it's something i have to do on my own and just let go. like the time i through the other half of the necklace i gave jennifer, my first girlfriend, into the ocean in monterey. i let go and moved on with my life. i think that after i sell the ring, that i'll be ready to move on and actually "start looking" for another girlfriend. maybe? at least find someone to have a crush on, or allow myself to be able to have a crush on someone. we'll see...

anyways, gud nite!