life should be about living

groovin' to: ang balikbayan box AGAIN *sigh*

quote: life should be about living and not about dying because of past regrets.


haven't been depressed in a while... some time to start. i guess that i'm just hella lonely... found out that michelle is seeing someone, oscar, on a regular basis. don't know how to feel really. i'm glad that she's found someone else. like she can't wait for me or something like that... how can someone be so happy one day and so sad the next. God's got a funny way of showing how thing are supposed to happen for a reason. don't know what i'm gonna do now...

don't know if --- is mad at me or not. *wishing i had more wine, wait beej left SAPPORRO in the fridge!*

started rehearsing for walls. a couple of really outstanding and talented actors. it's such an honor to be selected to be in a jeannie barroga play. at first, i was a little intimtated being that this was my first real read through (first, cuz the others were in acting class @ csus), but the more i got into jeannie's play... the more i realized how much i want to be a writer. without writers these amazing actors couldn't bring life to written words. just amazing hearing different voices bring a play that i read maybe 10 years ago to life... including my own. getting lost in Dan, the ghost i play, and especially Stu!

it felt really good to hear the words, i love you. thank you krystle. you are so amazing... full of life and energy! if anything, i'll go through withdrawls from missing her hugs!

trying to look older now that st is over. starting to go on my patented sacramento no money diet. ate just a steak and a piece of chicken today. not really hungry... just sad and full of questions.

peace out y'alls!