defy gravity

groovin' to: "defying gravity" (acoustic version) by idina menzel from "WICKED"


i have no money for xmas gifts... been a while since i've said this. :( bummer... so i expect no gifts my way either... but if i made a list of stuff that would be cool to get it'd be:
- WICKED soundtrack
- AVENUE Q soundtrack
- DVD season 1 & 2 of "Saved by the Bell"
- DVD Dawson's Creek Finale

guess that's it. kinda silly asking for stuff, tho.

besides, "Gone to soon" by Michael Jackson, I would love to have "For Good" from WICKED played at my funeral as well. just preparing... was thinking about a last will and testament as well. got nothin' give, but ... just preparing.

speaking of life, or ending of one, i was thinking that if my time were to end then i think i'd be ok. i've accomplished most of my goals. got a degree, didn't think that would happen (or really need one). been in love :) stole a show (sj pcn). wrote, directed, and acted (csus pcn). found BEST friends (... til the end). acted in a "real" play (sac city). had heart broken :( bought a car. was on stage one "last" time with those best friends... except fem and jen...

not sayin' that i'm ready to cash this life in, but if i were it'd be ok and i can consider myself lucky and fortunate to have the life i've had so far. but there's a lot of other goals i have before my time's up:
- get married to a wonderful woman who's somewhere out there?
- have kids and see how my mom would play with them
- hearing my kids call lorraine, Ninang (hehe)
- have a house
- write a play
- write and direct/produce a short film
- visit new york to see WICKED, RENT, and AVENUE Q

can't wait to see what happens in this next stage of my life... excited! lates