growing up

i'm still trying to find the balance of being myself and acting my age. it's just that there's so much to do in this little time that i have on earth that i really DON'T have the time to act and do grown up things. know what i mean. i also know that i'm the kind of person who is a slow starter. and this has been me since forever, but i really put everything that i have into whatever i want to do. the other problem is that when i do, i spread myself so thin that i don't focus on what my goal is - to become a playwright; to have my words acted out on stage.

i'll talk more later.