a while ago

grovin' to: Without You from the RENT Soundtrack

quote: "life shouldn't be measured by the number of breaths you take, but by the number of breaths that take your breath away!"


my mind is now full of knowledge, thanx to my new lil sis xLe!

thinkin' about friendship lately and it's funny how friendster has the word friend in it when everyone on there isn't entirely your friend... know what i mean? should be more like... network-er or acquaintancer or something. fo realz, who has 500 peeps that you can truly call your frenz... well except for melanie f. woman knows everyone! and she's honestly one of the BESTEST person's i'm, as well as over 500, lucky to know!

i'm a terrible friend... but i'm learning from a true friend that i met 9 years ago! lucky to have her in my life... what makes me bad?... well, i guess because i don't keep up with a lot of people when i move away from an area. guess, i've been this way because growing up in a military family, we always moved and didn't keep up with friends. sometimes, i wouldn't know what to say. like if something really bad happened in someone's life i guess i would stand there like a goober and not know what to do... now's different! i know that i can't fix every problem, but i'll be here to listen, kick it with or just to lean on. that's what kuya's are for!

other things...
thinking of more ideas for plays/short stories/screenplays
1) Husky... Life as JUST a KUYA!
2) The Greeter... about a person who's job is it to greet hundreds of people everyday, but sinks more and more into a hole of depression from lonliness.
3) Rent-a-wife: a story about a person who posts an ad about being a part-time-wife/escort/made. based on a real posting i found on craigslist.
4) Finishing a PCN script i wrote 8 years ago about a college kid who learns about life through a wwII filipino veteran's eyes.
5) A Musical about "i don't know yet", but with modern r&b/pop/rock music and lyrics... something like rent.

too many projects on the burner and no job to fund me... c'est la vie und loving it!