Let Go and Let God

so it's documented that i had a kawawa kinda weekend because of auditions and not feeling i had a lot of support from a couple of organizations. added with other things. needless to say, i've been feeling crummy for the last couple of days.

but as i've always said, everything happens for a reason. so i got this comment from another dear friend regarding a post that i put up a hecka long time ago. the post was about a podcast that my idol put up regarding his upcoming cd. it was really sweet of her to acknowledge that i put it up, especially knowing that she's a big fan of his too. out of curiosity, i checked his site and sure enough, his site is updated with a new podcast, with more snippets from Rebirth.

the songs are amazing and i can't wait the cd to come out. but i was pleasantly surprised to hear one of my favorite songs performed as a group with his band, the Powerplay. the song is called Letting Go. this was the song that a couple of years ago, brought me closer to God and my Lord and savior Jesus Christ. there's a verse in that song that goes, "And then one night, out of blue, I heard his name, (Jesus), and so I took that step of faith and walked into his domain." That one night was a concert at Cache Creek. I don't know what happened, but something touched me. something to tell me to "lean not on my own understanding."

as I said, i had a frustrating last couple of days. but during Gary's intro to this new rendition of "Letting go" he reminded me that especially in this time of being unsure and wondering why? am i trying to get this play up, that i had to let go and let God. I heard this this morning and i immediately felt better. And earlier today I got an email from a producer saying that i had support from an organization regarding co-sponsorship and rehearsal space.

*Lord, Thank You for Everything you have given me. My life is Yours to do what You want me to do with it. Please watch over my friends, and everyone who has touched my life for the better, and for the not so better, and their families. I pray this to you for them, for without them and You, I am nothing. In Jesus's name, Amen.*